{ 2:44 AM }
Ok! I'm juz tents! I dont know why. I feel very Lonely. I feel like i'm in need of someone. Why must i be choosey. Now i'm suffering from it. I can't seem to find the ryte one.
I juz want to find the ryte one that when i c his face.
I want to be with him more often.
His smile that makes me want to love him every time i see him.
Juz want to adore him.
I juz want him to understand me & to love me.
I dont want him to be to serious.
Juz be himself. I want him to touch my heart.
Not to control me.
I want him to be there for me.
Juz be there when i dont need him & when i need him.
I juz want his attention & love.
That's all.
I'm not asking more then that.
And by saying the word "i love u" i want him to mean it to me.
But now i juz can't seem to fall in love with guys. It there some thing wrong with me?What have i done wrong? I am asking for forgiveness. I'm sad. I don't know what to do.
Am i worth Nothing?? Or guys want me coz of something else? Oh! haiss.. Guess i juz have to carry on with Life.